This is a totally normal reaction.
In my world Apple product don’t exist and its awesome.
Started with just garbage windows 7 lappy that I upgraded to windows 8 and jammed some cheap used ram into it. It worked, I learned Fusion on it and ran the Crossfire Pro.
Now I have my design work station in the office. which is basically a gaming pc I bought in 2021.
64GB RAM, i5-10600K CPU (this I may upgrade to the largest Socket Type LGA 1200 chip that will fit my motherboard) 15 TB harddisks , RTX3070
Then I moved the setup I had on my Pro to my XR. I didn’t use the computer, monitor or controller that came with the XR. It is actually too bad the Langmuir doesn’t offer a version of the XR without these. Used a basic on sale gaming lappy, touchscreen and a wireless SNES controller clone .
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Being able to use Fusion at the cut table is a must for me.